Love is sweeter…

So much for my quirkyalone days. Hehe. Well, who am I to turn away from a really great guy?

But, truth be told, I didn’t stay true to my word. When asked about what I’m going to give up for Lent, I told my friends I’ll undertake an ultimate sacrifice – that is to renounce boyfriends and everything that goes along with having one. LOLs. A week after, my best guyfriend of three years admitted he loves me and is jealous that I hang out with another guy (who btw, is just a friend).

So when this childhood-sweetheart-turned-best-guy-friend of mine said those three words I didn’t even hesitate one bit, I told him how I felt right away. I’m not the pakipot type. It’s either I like the guy, or I don’t. It didn’t even bother me that he is 10 zillion miles away.

I told him I loved him then, and I love him still… He replied, he loves me now and that he’ll love me forever. I’m telling yah, I can get fooled so easily with these flowery words. But what are the odds that Mr. Auster Jay D. Guzman is trying to fool me? He wouldn’t even hurt a fly.

I’ve had my share of himbos, sink scums, and toxic bachelors (have I?). To be “with” a guy who is sOooOOOo sweet, so soft-spoken, who has a sense of humor, who CAN DANCE really well, who CAN COOK better than I can, who loves kids, and who I am comfortable talking to just about anything, sends me into total bliss. It seems as if I’m regressing to adolescence – having that *kilig* feeling, like a little scream of happiness waiting to come out whenever I hear his voice.

I can’t wait to be with him. I’m booked to visit him in June, during my summer break. Thirty-nine more days. Thirty-nine FREAKIN’ days. LOLs. I know some people say, “missing someone gets easier everyday because even though it’s one day further from the last time you saw each other, it’s one day closer to the next time you will.” But it’s not really getting any easier.

My priorities needed a little rearranging. It was as though there was a big delta sign written across my forehead. It was not meant to make room for him, but for our shared plans. I’m excited just thinking about our future!

Auster is my romantic afflatus, he paints a smile on my face each and every time I think of him. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!

Boo-Who?

Now I’m starting to get weirded out because my friends are giving their opinions on whether I should date guy X, Y, Z or none of ‘em. Maybe it’s the fact that my friends are older than I am, and that they’ve been in more relationships than I have that they think they know what/who’s best for me. I swear to God, not even my mom has a say on who I date…

My friends and relatives think I’m depressed or something, because I don’t wanna be in a relationship. Well, I always tell them, I’ve made a bad decision once, and I’m not about to do that again. It’s funny because then, my folks would always say “books before boys!” and now they’re practically forcing me to go get a boyfriend. I think it’s funny, I swear. Some of my friends are even telling me I should go out on a date with one of the guys in my class (who btw doesn’t even have the balls to ask me out personally). And then two of my friends were saying I shouldn’t because they’re going to hook me up with their brothers or something. LOL. I was like, if I want, I can get a guy on my own, thank you very much!

But hey, I’m single, lovin’ it, and I plan to keep it that way.